Hello love her,
finally I find some peace and time to write something new.
It's been a while since I posted here habe.Es is also a lot happening.
is now our Tobi in the Schule.Die enrollment was on 8/24/2010 and she was feeling really toll.Tobias is great in school and it brings Spaß.Das I find really great!
We had, unfortunately, a few weeks ago a heavy blow verkraften.Mal again ...
on 16.05.2010 was our Elias in 4 Mon.der pregnancy stillborn Welt.Er also had a chromosomal anomaly and was not last viable.
I already have a lot of conversations with a psychologist geredet.Die me very well, because without I Währe, I think, really gone mad.
How much blows ... I can tolerate no more, I can not remember either.
Also Tobi and Maxi have the baby enormous gefreut.Mein man had heard about a bad start when we actually Gefühl.Aber of human geneticists that the baby is not viable, we tore off the bottom of the feet.
was the worst that I bring our baby was born normal musste.Es very difficult! They had asked me if I see it I could möchte.Aber nicht.Ich did not want to leave me Währe sehen.Der even harder . From the baby and the dreams that you have a baby and siblings.
soon now he would be normal to the world gekommen.Ende October Währe the date gewesen.Wenn I so think it, then I am very sad.
But we still want a Baby.Tobias wants a sister and Maxi also shows always wanted to know my Bauch.Er somehow still that I have a big belly hatte.Ich he had always said that as a baby in there ist.Das gemerkt.Und Tobi says he has also a shame that the baby was sick.
The desire is very large or of having a healthy child.
Our baby is buried by KH Bethesda on the mountain village cemetery was worden.Es begraben.Vorher with the other babies in a small white coffin was for all of us parents and relatives a memorial service have been gegeben.Wir gesagt.Es the grave all the names of our children very sad to see how many of our blow teilen.Wieviele parents go through something like we do. Now I regularly
go to the cemetery and visit our little Elijah and my sorrow there can run free lassen.Bringe always something that would have given him joy.
Unfortunately, there are also people who in the cemetery do not even stop before Kindergräben.Es, our hearts made of clay was geklaut.Das Escht learn this bad.
Not only that you have lost a baby, no, even the things brought geklaut.Das madness is real! This is not at all ... In
I was also very, very sad.
goes But life continues and we make the best out there.
We hope that we will soon have a healthy baby would be very bekommen.Es bring great joy!
I'll report if there is new report about it. It definitely does
may well schreiben.Man about something all much better process for themselves.
