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annual review and annual preview

The media start again the large-scale attack on the 2008. Whether in political, sporting or financial terms: it is to recapitulate the year 2008, not to derive any conclusions.

beginning of the year I wrote an expected "break". The fact is that there were even more breaks, but not just those that were expected of me. The events came thick and in some weeks, other weeks have been relatively very, very quiet. And at the end of the year I do not look back but forward. The year 2009 approached rushes in the blinking, and I will not swear again, "the ghost of the caesura. Everything and nothing is possible. Each day, a new its beginning. Every day offers new opportunities. The truth is reasonable for the people (Ingeborg Bachmann).

My last lines in 2008 I would like to dedicate Otto Pammer, the great society reporter and producer, who died in the night on Monday. A few weeks ago my girlfriend and I visited an event in honor of Otto Pammer, which was organized by the Film Archive. Here I had the opportunity to experience Otto Pammer personally, and to hear tell from his rich memories. Otto Pammer has worked throughout his life many years as a "roving reporter" and speak in "personal union" as an editor, cameraman, editor and director acts. The film archive has agreed a few months ago with him taking over the contemporary archive ("Fox sounding newsreel). This is very valuable historical contributions, some of which were the occasion of the evening in honor of Otto Pammer shown.

The relativity of life is particularly apparent when people who denied until recently their lives in our midst, no longer with us. I am grateful to have met this great reporter, director and producer in person.

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thoughts on the fourth Sunday in Advent, Matthew 6:24

struck an exclusive deal for monks the pop industry. The singing Cistercian of Stift Heiligenkreuz made it even all the way up in the sales charts. Then there was also an appearance of two parties in this success with Thomas Gottschalk. From the incredible sales figures, the question was derived, whether because men are far more spiritual than commonly assumed, or by the chants of the monks, the spiritual core are brought in people? In fact, it is perhaps just that the marketing has done a particularly good job, and for this reason a small euphoria surrounding the Chant album was ...

Singing monks have bring no spiritual minds. Perhaps religious people, atheists and agnostics feel equally from the Beauty of the song attracted the soothes the soul and the mystery of life on the track is. A yearning for spirituality will be able to deny only a few people. Spirituality leads out to the people and their everyday problems. Spirituality is inner looking approach to the unexplained phenomena, the creation and living creatures allowed. Spiritual people have long since come out of themselves, and ready to accelerate organic growth, which does not depend on self-knowledge and self-satisfaction. Life is more than self-reflection and artificial economic growth. The Singing monks offer the audience an access to internal Growth opportunities beyond overly trodden paths. A door may be opened, but must follow the path of the man himself

Music can open hearts, music can reveal signal deep connection with life and of creation. Music can solve more than any other art internal blockages. It must not be singing monks. For two years, as I have seen the band live for the first time, I am essentially connected with the music of "Clover". The lead singer writes almost all the lyrics himself, and is responsible for the compositions. Lyrics and compositions fit together almost spooky congenial. This manifested already in the first album with the title song "Invulnerable".
Unbelievable, yes some are overwhelming the songs of their second album "honeysuckle". The inner sympathy with most songs blows me away almost from the stool. I think that every person reacts to certain types of music especially sensitive. Why is it with me, "clover" is why when - apparently - so many people, the Cistercian monks, is one of many mysteries awaiting a resolution.

Jesus was able to bring people - sometimes expressed metaphorically - to bring her inner music related. Any man can be heard in his own string to him through Life and deeper into being with. The most perfect harmony, the man can be heard in the leaves, it united with God. Jesus was deeply connected with God, and raised the relationship of man to God's most important asset. Well no, that is based on a substantive basis. Either God or mammon. * There are only two possibilities. When man, in most cases, chooses the Mammon, this leads to the terrible conditions as they exist now on Earth. Starving, freezing people. Destruction of crops, animals, plant species. Exploitation and degradation of people. Jesus was aware that everyone has a choice. It is up to each individual, the consequences its decision to consider, and in the case of the case might be to draw a different choice.

* "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You can not serve God and mammon "
-. Mt 6:24

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thoughts on the third Sunday of Advent

The financial crisis means that began with so many contemporaries concentrate minds. Greed is the issue, "full get the neck is not" of, by "golden handshake" in excess. But is it so surprising that the madness reigns, and people stop at nothing when it comes to maximized Self-interest is?

The turbo-capitalism has led to the establishment of systems to which enormous importance was recognized. The businesses of banking, insurance and even multinational companies based on the fact that largely lives are destroyed. All over the world people are working to inhumane conditions, are exploited, cheated, ignored law, cheated their wages. In return, managers have the sun shine on your belly, fattening in luxury restaurants and fly from A to B to C at the expense of others.

injustice arises out of the system disconnects the money-making performance. Million people to flay in unbearable Conditions day by day, and speak to the meager pay their lives are going to just completely inadequate. On the butter side of life landed Sunshine Boys play Monopoly with real money, and it put off in case of failure with a few Milliönchen. The gap between rich and poor is day after day for more.

At Christmas time there are some fundraisers who raise a little money for the people living on the edge of society. For banks, there is money in abundance, if the financial crisis to the economic boom to a standstill. To ensure further artificial growth, there are some "financial help" for impoverished banks, and then the share prices rise again. What would Jesus say to the enrichment at the expense of individual traders was humiliated and offended people a thorn in the eye?

Every person in this world has a right to live a decent life. The point is not that people accumulate money and then play out "mercy" once at Christmas time the great big shot. If only 10% of the banks now provided money (or the equivalent value) if the people who really need it, poverty would get at a few years. But the rich and powerful need of the poor, because only by their extravagance, their greed and their claims can be maintained. The powdered into the banks money will not benefit the poor people, but almost all of those who are most responsible for this fiasco.

For Jesus redistribution would be a matter of course. He was not about to reverse the situation, but to move rightly. His chances that he could succeed this today when he returned to the earth would be very small. People with vision do not fit into the world of capitalism with all the resulting parameters. Now it is time that people take and / or their corporate social responsibility, the donation of (large) go to charity at Christmas time to come. Otherwise, the collapse sooner or later inevitable.

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thoughts for the second Advent

The holiday season brings many people closer together again. Unfortunately, often only in relation to the selection of Christmas gifts. And it is often a gauntlet when it comes to finding the "right" gift ...

It may not be so hard to respond to personal preferences of other people, and so as to implement ideas. It is not about to spend an immense amount of money for various gifts. While there may be people who expect expensive gifts, but is that - to become something profound - within the meaning of the "inventor"?

Jesus was already on the date of birth attended by three people who brought him gifts. These gifts were symbolic. It does not matter if they were actually made or not. The fact is that anyone can be a gift for other people. Who loves who gives himself. And who trusts in God who has no fear that he is not accepted. On Christmas Eve, then leads to friction when the real meaning of Christmas is not understood, and essential apart from the importance which represents the birth of Jesus for people of faith, just after the "recovery" of the evening as a family celebration or gift orgy is sought.

was born a man who grew into a personality. In every man put gifts that he can project both internally and externally. These endowments are the ones who can bring him closer to his fellow man. If these hidden gifts or was he never permitted to live out these gifts because he has been living the wrong life, then it will be difficult. A person clearly understands what it can do. She has understood what is at stake in life. She has stopped looking for answers to boring questions affecting only superficial structures of life. Jesus grew up and was in his early years, ready to throw his personality to bear. He has no was "fighting" lost because he denounced his foes delivered. No, he considered himself a son of God, who is called to bring people inner peace, and to point to the fact that the man is grown deep with God.

There is nothing worse than self-aggrandizement. Every person who is anxious to improve themselves, while generally on the other people, and creation "forget" ensures that the conditions are in this world the way they are. Jesus makes clear that no man may idolize themselves. As a substitute of idolatry often used the money to depend on which everything seems. It would go to people just about to throw your own personality into the equation, without any benefit to the ego - whether in the form of success, career, money or material goods - food for thought. The man can grow at its tasks only if he is not even defined as sole beneficiaries. The life of Jesus of course makes a nice example of what dedication can bring to God and the use of personal gifts for the benefit of others.

Christmas can bring new personalities in the world because people stop, to raise himself, and therefore no longer humiliate other human beings and all creation.

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enrollment ceremony on September 4 from Maxi

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diary of everyday life with Maximilian

I want every day you try it everyday with Maximilian and our family life to explain.


Aug 27, 2008 After we have our neighbors woke us up before 7 am with the washing machine, me and Tom, have we started anzuziehen.Guckten times together briefly to Max, the pent soundly, something to drink very rarely vorkommt.Na well, then we, Tobi and I, our daily cocoa and sandwiches for the way I schmierete Tobis KiGa.
So, we looked at the clock, then Max.Oh after you, we have actually been going on, it was 8:30 h, how good that Forest Day today is not the time stattfindet.Wenn so, then we last too late!
Well, what do we do now, the Max does not want to wake up.
Ok, now überelgen.Das care bed is very high and he can not Rauss, if he aufwacht.Gut Tobi, I said, then we take off quickly, thank God, who is almost KiGa Ecke.Schnell to the KiGa. Once there, I'm always in thought, oh God, I hope he does not wake ...
Well, Tobi, the group quickly returned home.
Once home, glance into the nursery, the one's asleep still is.
Well, I've been doing breakfast and I really enjoyed the time alone, which is never really possible.
So, for Max is 9:10 aufgewacht.Dann tighten again and give his milk, he is in a good mood!
After Max was ready, we have to go shopping and then to Spielplatz.Um 12:30 then feed back home, lunch, drink, chew because he still can not + yogurt, so then he always liked before isst.Kurz 14h rid of Tobi KiGa abholen.Er would remain the same Outside, he can with his 4 years already, quite unlike his brother max.de must go home, because I prepare lunch for always before uns.Wenn for my husband, Daniel, from work to home will get hot food.
Max would of course also outside, but it's not, he can not suffer alone Rauss, he needs the supervision!
But I'm ready a bit earlier and we Rauß.So then Max would of course also with his disabled bike justice, but unfortunately I do not get no help from the Kelleraum.Wir first go to the playground, where he would always in the enced forest and around the Blck.Gut, fitt enough then I am for the rest of the day.
Papa comes, unfortunately, a Std.später because the car spins, well great, hopefully nothing grawierendes. Then we all would like
go high around 14pm and eat lunch all verspätet.Dann Tobi and Maxi again Rauss, Danie can now bring up a bicycle from Maxi and he can also pleased fahren.Max and is happy with his buddies with Tobi the Go.Card unterwegs.Max want to block the driver; GOOD TIME THEN GO: BUT HE WOULD HAVE EVEN MORE, BUT WOHINßIch just go after him because of the HHalten the rod, he directs allein.Oh, we approach the Forest, I think, but not yet in?. But, Max runs into the forest, well, that we do because mal.Aber quickly he realizes this is something anstrengeder than on the Gehweg.Da we have now both by now we are already gone too far to turn back and are almost at the output of the Waldes.Max crying I'm sweating a little, but real evil and take off my jacket aus.Oh, what are the main, quick, only a few steps then we are on the playground in front of our entrance, made yippie!
I'm done and what Max? "He wants to stay and continue with the exercise Go.Cart Tobi, was parked in the playground ist.Na great, so no rest, after ...
Another friend is sitting at the playground and wants to chat with me, that's unfortunately not, I must hinterher.Ach that Tobi, who is also back again, was with the big guys who Bausen a tree house, where he may with helfen.So, it's almost 18h, I Max and aim high and ringing in Daniel, it makes no auf.Gut, car not there, daddy is einkaufen.Dann we must let the bike sometimes stand in front of the entrance until the dad comes and then again in the basement may bringt.Tobi Drasussen remain, as his pals may still remain.
Now I cook a gruel for my 3 boys, we had long since eaten, and there will currant juice. Maxi
I feed and after that I call Tobi home.
Both come in the Wanne.Nach the bath of course neither of them wants to get out of the tub, na toll.Aber which I use and sit on the toilet lid to rest, one that feels good!
We hear papa coming with the shopping items, juchu.Ich Ask him if he makes the Go-Card and the bike from Maxi in the basement.
He has already, wow! How nice.
The children do now but once out of the tub, dry off so and put on pajamas.
the child meal for Tobi and Dani begoßen.Den and filled with currant juice it tastes, how beautiful!
From the Max and Tobi to Bett.Gutenachtgeschichte today on CD, I am very kaputt.Den children were told to move Good night, and I hop into Bett.Mache me the seer Fehr to sleep and then against a 20h.

28August
Maxi woke up at 5am is Tobi and slept until 7:30 h, yippie! Today is
Katja from FED to relieve me something and Tobi came at 8:30 am KiGa.So came in to 10h Katja and I drove off with my girlfriend after mountain village to buy a cornet for Maxi and I've also found 2 more times Sporthose.Natürlich Sweathirt for the two and 2x Hosen.Naja, was clear when one has run for one days, then one uses that, too.
The shop lasted until 13:30 and I had immediately after your purchase from Tripp Tobi KiGa abholen.Dannach we have packed the same, after waiting Katja ist.Haben drove home to Papa, who came home at 15pm and went well immediately, as planned, we wanted to Campingplatz.Dort übernachten.Es was a beautiful sunny day, have really been lucky with the weather.
A beautiful day to end.

29 August
have announced today are my aunt and uncle, which is again a little relief to us, as they will romp with the children sicherlich.Maxi is, as always, shortly after 5 hours awake, but was still short to cuddle to bed to us, so could something be bleiben.Aber to 6 hours as he had to move again and was no longer remained halten.Gut us nothing else about cooking as aufzustehen.Kaffee, Maxi give his milk and table cover in the camper . After breakfast we HPs weggerupft the weeds on the seat next to ours, there are three weeks this is my mother and we make her a joy wollten.Maxi has in between his toys thrown over the fence, the makes it accessible and here are already so many things that is broken and some are no longer at aufzufinden.Leider also pulls the Nerven.Wenn you'd like them, his 4-year-old brother Tobias goes to the gate for around with his Kettcar without where one has to make a lot of thought and his brother have to constantly keep in mind, although he already 6 years old ist.de Tobias also knows if he goes too far away, he no longer allowed to drive the next time and as he them independence and freedom, loves and needs, he hears of course, to the Max uns.Und 1000x something and they say he has forgotten it within a few minutes later :-((.
Sometimes I imagine then, how about like if he Währe normal, they could beideauf the gate for driving around and we could work a little rest time in order to Capingplatz verschönenrn, but it will forever remain a dream!
But Tobias is also thankfully a few dear friends with whom he liked sapielt and can share that does well and play at home and on the Camp.Nachdem I was so in thought, and pluck the weeds, were also my Tnte and my Onkel.Uns Max already wanted to water, See.Er loves the water and the Schwimmen.Also to my aunt and I went around and went with the guys again is to Schwimmen.Max was very nice to see glücklich.Es that his swimming sooo much joy bereitet.Da we see it again and again, which makes it a very good decision was 3 years anzusachffen.Dann us the campsite we have cleaned up a bit in the trailer and I went to Tobias 15h birthday, where he invited his girlfriend KiGa war.Für the 2.5 hours I did not want to Wentorf go to Ortkaatenseee that has not gelohnt.Also I was released back in my Freundind whose child also invited to this birthday war.Die children there and now we are back again Bergedorf.Es was some relief for me because in the did last time I posted something, as Maxi unfortunately stressful time ist.Die weg.Schon raced only as we had our kids with child again my friend abholen.Habe sold at home and am back to camp with Tom, because there We grillen.Es with aunt and uncle was already 18:30 when we arrived pretty late sind.Gaanz it is for the children, but it's the weekend.
When we eat everything and have cleaned up, was Maxi gefütert from my aunt and then we moved ih nan, the Tobi is already very long allein.Da he is quite proud drauf.Die children we have is bed and my aunt has to put something even more, so they sleep better können.Dann we sat outside to 4 in the seating area, the two wanted to stay overnight, they also made haben.Wir looked forward to the next day because my mom is with my step-dad and my step sister and Mann.Sie is pregnant and I am in December werden.Denn back to my aunt's sister in law has a Sohn.Er say Paul is sooo cute and Fiete, we love him more than anything!! He is sooo cute!
The great thing is, Tobi would betüdeln him forever and that I find really great about my Tobi, his social streak is really clear ausgeprägt.Und Paulchen Tobi finds, too great.

30 August.
sleep, we can not, because my aunt had set her alarm clock early and Max woke up at exactly 5:30 ist.Sie has also taken him into the tent and gave him his milk and has beschäftigt.Mein uncle is with him at some point woke up with Rauss, I have only half asleep and we have mitbekommen.Tobias to sleep at 9, it was really nice, because sleep is a foreign word for us.
Maximilian sleep better and although not so often are in the night wakes up he has the mattress Sleeping Star Thomas-Aid, but it comes at 5am auffwachen vor.Aber the morning, that is from birth, so with him, because they have at the hospital the wake had so introduced him, because of tube feeding (expressed breast milk) and it has remained so to this day, except for some exceptions that have vorkommen.Dann very rarely do we cozy outdoor breakfast in the dining area, but had unfortunately time to get up, because Maxi supposeth again to keep us on Trapp in which he, as always, threw things and sometimes get back on the Zaun.Tobi has had breakfast that morning, unfortunately, not much, but since we did not worry that he has came mal.Dann öffters even the rest of the family and we played football titles, or other and I was back on the pull weeds, it has is really a lot of accumulated and the owner of the place next to us, now is the law mom had somehow I never gemacht.Man was dreaming really on this night of weed plucking! between we had swim times, because Maxi is attracting more and into the water. Always swim if he wants he gets his water wings, as you know he wants to Wasser.Und he does not give up, and began the 16 hours we Dickkopf.Um to the grill to do, we were happy already started on the Grillfleisch.Tobi schwächeln.Wir to us thought that is probably tired sein.Maxi got his porridge as usual and then we started to essen.Tobi but somehow did not have essen.Wir us thought that he might at the camp against neighbors, where he very is like and helps ate sweets, but he only had 2 Kekse.Das not viel.Aber he did not just eat but not drink, although he very much liked and trinkt.Nachdem we finished the meal, I have my mother and washed my aunt and my uncle Daniel and have continued at the camp of law mommy runge still trying to have a Lampe.Bald adopted our guests and we were back only to 4.Tobi was always hot, it got packed our Fieber.Wir things together and went home, we were against 19h da.Haben then Maxi bed made ready and Tobi has fallen asleep in the car, asleep in bed fully dressed weiter.Etwas later he woke up and got it burning hot fever of us juice, which his temperature minderte.Wir brought him dear to us was the Bett.Es too risky to him in his bed to sleep the next day so lassen.Daniel had to work, so it was not such a cozy night, because at 3 in a bed which is 1, 40 wide, is this is not too comfortable.

31st August
Tobi is sick, he was again Fieber.Es is 8h.Maxi again at 5am Security Portal Access Statistics day was pretty ruhig.Tobias some point has done a nap on the sofa and I have played and Maxi in Kinderzimmer.Dannach I made lunch, so after work what Dani has hot esen kann.Tobi not eaten him it was still not better after Mittagsschlaf.Er Kopfschmerzen.Sind the day had not Rauss, because there are always hat.Maxi rained unfortunately had to play at home, although he likes outside ist.Am evening for bring back the same rituals to bed, etc. .. read the evening I was very tired and I have slept fast. Remained

September 1
today at home with Tobi, but he went he had no fever besser.Jedenfalls mehr.Maxi again thrown his toys again and again, wow, something new ...
But otherwise a quiet day.

September 2
Actually Tobi should KiGa again, but he does not want to and still has not properly gegessen.Aber again he is back fitter and we could take a walk in the beautiful Rauß.Waren Park Casino and then here with us on the Spielplatz.Es was a beautiful day again.


3rd September Today was Maxi times woke up at 6h, and has also entered the same against the bed frame, well great, is that correct laut.Tobi has ne Std.länger geschlafen.Haben beautiful alone has gefrühstückt.Tobi also 1 , 5 rolls gegessen.Das schonmal is better than the days davor.Und he drinks like milk chocolate instead of at the moment has to Frühstück.Maxi gegessen.Dann against 11h porridge, we have made and are ready to go let's see what the account makes mine and the saw of Maxi.Es very lukewarm, then change direction from the work of Papa, which has Tobi gewünscht.Er visit his dad very much on the Arbeit.Kurz before lunchtime we arrived and we have picked the right day, as the company boss's birthday and was a aus.Hat asked me if I eat with möchte.Da I zugesagt.Tobi has also happy, as it munched hot dogs gab.Er 1 of den.Uns Maxi on sucking his sausage with ketchup, licked until she fell aiseinander, he would not mehr.Dann we were still somewhat comfortable with the other Mitarbeitern.Um 14h are we again going to Hause.Kaum arrived home, the doorbell rang at the door . A friend of Tobi asked if he Rauss kommt.Tobi is immediately added to the outside to the hisses Fußballspielen.Maxi yet eaten his lunch glass and then we also came raus.Dann even at 15h the daddy, but drink up to the coffee, we were still Draußen.Die mother of the boy, played with the Tobi is gekommen.Die spoke to me after a time, with a sentence which I still verdaue.Da she says seriously, but Maxi is, not so handicapped, he can be laufen.Oh I was surprised at first This can clearly run Aussage.Ja Maxi, but not based not speak or eat properly, has heart failure is on the Entwicklunsstand a 1.5 year old child is born prematurely born at 33 or you will SSW.Aber yes. .. I'm mir.Ich I told her this and that they sometimes their 6 year old son is to compare times with Max and take him for a week kann.Da times because she still has Ruhe.Da was compared with a neighbor boy who lert an extreme premature infant with war.Der its 4 years of running with walking aids, Maxi has only run properly with 3.5 gelern.Aber she has forgotten Leinders, although we are at least 3 years kennt.Aber he can talk, he is nearly its level of development, it can will eat properly and he does not come to a handicapped school, but "only" could be a visually impaired Schule.Er even in a support or Gesatschule.Max niemals.Er can always be a life long Betreung need, the neighbor boy might think I even later in a residential group that went to Maxi nicht.Aber also should not always say something stupid someone when you have no idea how it is with a disabled child leben.Ich it had estimated real different, now I'm enteuscht . It is some time left, since she had with her son to gymnastics, I can not do as well as simple, we must look for extra clubs who are familiar with disabled children and are trained dafür.Da we do not have the free choice as . ... Man I'm enteuscht
At about 16:15 we are as pure as Maxi had to go to physical therapy and Tobi's wrong with Dad fishing gefahren.So to 18h, we were again railed distance absence were the guys not back from fishing zurück.Habe Maxi Porridge given and then the bell rang at the Tür.Überraschung from the boy next door Momma, who is also a friend, stood at my Tür.Drückte me an envelope in his hand and said that I have and still one of my neighbor and friend gesammelt.Ist for Maxis enrollment morgen.Da I am still very touched that you've thought of Maxis enrollment hat.Wenigstens two of my friends thought it, it moves me I sehr.Finde super great! So, because I'm me now 'd like to get those Kartoffesuppe that tomorrow I Start right away, the family cook, when we sit and celebrate beisamen Maxis enrollment.

September 4
enrollment
It was a very exciting Tag.Ich was very nervous, excited ...
Papa has taken time off for the day was with ubnd dabei.So to 9:15 came to our family and we went to Schule.An arrived at school we were very warmly empfangen.Es was the school song sung and Maxis came Name in it before, they knew it, wow, I began, of course, like a castle Hund, to heulen.Ich thought I could stop it, but that was einfach.Dann we were out in the gym, where we have then taken place . The school management has welcomed us and praised us on time all the parents that we're the first years are back, which began there on time waren.Die enrollment ceremony with a performance of the 2 and 3 Klasse.Es were sorcerers, lions and dancers here and all were miteinbezogen.Es was really nice to see how all the children were really involved, no matter what disability they have been called hatten.Dann all first graders to the front, everyone was einzelnt aufgerufen.Dani had to forward, as it runs so Maxi around and sits not only because he had durch.Und as it was said that these are our first graders, because we all smiled, as the dad so saß.Dannach front with the children were out of the class teachers with the class and we are in the Eßsahl had been asked, there were cookies and Kaffee.Später, according to one or other Kaffeee fun and we were then all in the classroom is rein.Es nice and just right for Maxi.Es is there a 2nd room in which a small kitchenette, two computers, books and more individual care Spielsachen.Und Maxis yesterday was already there, it has now super gekümmert.Wir around him have a good feeling about it.
According to the whole spectacle, we returned to the dining room back and have spoken with one teacher and a few tips for Maxi erzählt.Auch again noted that he can not chew food, and his special needs.
We have then adopted to 13h and are to us in Hause.Dort we have our potato soup and eaten again Kaffeee getrunken.Wir Kaffeegunckies a few in the family, also belong to ich.Wir sitting pretty comfortably and talked more about the school and the impressions.
The day passed around very quickly after they were all gone, I got a headache, so I take a headache tablet musste.Daniel still gone with the Tobi outside, and I and Maxi had remained at home, he was also made quite a bit. at 19h was the time in bed, because we do have to really get up early to Maxi bringen.Denn time to 7:30, a bus down the St. John picks up him and bring him to 14h again after Hause.Ich'm going to bed early, but Could not really sleep.

September 5
Maxis first real day of school!
I got up very early because I was so excited, not so good schlafen.Habe wake up the satchel again and looked through the food eingepackt.Dann I unfortunately had to Maxi, who has not slept since 6:45 h.Er had high because the school bus comes at 7:30 h and gets him dressed and ab.Habe Maxi The Tobi is then aufgewacht.Maxi then has been drinking his milk and Tobi has attracted, because he wanted to come along quite sure the bus and maxi bringen.So to 7:20 we went runter.Der bus arrived promptly at 7:30 and the driver was very nice and the company too! This made me very beruhigt.Maxi not know what looked geschieht.Er with him a puzzled and siieg because he has watched musste.Er very bad because he did not know what happened now. Then it went off, departure was es.Ich and Tobi waved still have Maxi us he had already started weg.Tobi same to weinen.Ich wanted to put to him but since I had also started Tobi weinen.Wir have calmed down hard, you put keep each other an.Zu home we have wiped our tears and have cocoa drink, this release may not essen.Um 8h we are going to Kindergarten.Dort I met with my friend because I needed to ablenkung.So 13:20 am I then going to Tobi from KiGa abzuholen.Und then we stood there, Maxi receipt in order to nehmen.Er comes as compared to 14h Hause.Um 14:10 auch.Er then came he looked very surprised, but gut.Naja, he can not stop :-( verbal comment.
But we saw that he did not know exactly what has now happened and had the day verarbeiten.Um 14:30 Then came our Katja from FED, and has beschäftigt.Ich with Maxi could pack a few things, because we wanted to use the good weather on the Campingplatz.Später was still my friend un Maxi has a really cute little doll house is paid for Schulanfang.Das very touching to be thought of Maxis to School, which is unfortunately not selbstverständlich.Bei normal children is different ... Then we went to camp at 17:30.

Beautiful day on the 6th of September
Camp.Es was very relaxed and grandma came, her new camp on Fordermann has gebracht.Abends Tobi after I've picked up again by the birthday, we sat together and the evening genossen.Tobi has he stayed at Grandma's.

September 7
woke up after Maxi early as 6 h, we have with it so we snuggled in bed and then breakfast vorbereitet.Die Grandma and Tobi arrived with Brötchen.Wir have nice cozy gefrühstückt.Die other Grandma was there to be an Opa to 11h.Dann gesessen.Sie together we had a really delicious cake made, we squashed with pleasure haben.Es was a beautiful weather, but unfortunately we could not go swimming because it was then but unfortunately had to kühl.Da Maxi now, even if, he is again swimming wollte.Am evening walk nor SchwieMu with Max and Tobi went after the other with Grandma Grandpa had already gone home, and me and Dani could ever einpacken.So against what were we going to 18:30 Hause.Die children are still in the Wanne.Dann we ate dinner, Maxi his porridge and Tobi his bread. After this, she fell asleep very quickly.

September 8
The 2 day of school by Maxi! Again, I
have packed the new school bag with his food and Umziehsachen auch.Er was already awake when I came into the room around him aufzuwecken.Dann fast times put teeth cleaning and milk drink ... Tobi is then woken up and was of course with Bus.Er the authorities had also angezogen.So to 7:20 we are back to the bus Maxi bring gegangen.Er came back and I have very pünktlich.Wieder Tobi geheuelt it is indeed difficult when you give a child from his arms muss.Dann a call came from my brother that he was free and then have him come will.Ich abgeholt.Dann from the meeting point we are together in the morning and have my Frteundin verbracht.So around 13:30 pm we are going abzuholen.Zu Tobi arrived home, we have placed up front on the street by Maxi abzuholen.Sie from the bus always seemed between 14h and 14:10 h.Aber at 14:20 h was The bus is still not da.Ich started to worry me see machen.Um 14:30 accessible, no school bus, then I have made myself more Sorgen.Um 14:40 came the Schulbus.Aber turned a gateway to early one, turned and went back weg.Ich thought only help, I want my child at last! Bin run after the bus and then at the beginning of the street towards the bus stand sehen.Ich winckte until they saw me and came back sind.Das all others who had brought him back as sonst.Man can even call me, if it later or is ???!!! I made myself super Sorgen.Dann Max got off the bus and I thought, I do not richtig.Eine super heavy scratch on his Hals.Erst Maxi comes on the first day of school after having a scratch on the elbow home and now asked the 2 day already eine.Ich me back then, where was his one care when that happens you realize then ist.Da in such moments, there is still very Maxi Maxi unterschätzt.Bzw.das watching to underestimate, if something can happen, then must release it so sein.Im issue was because he could from the slide with another boy not einigen.Haha, Maxi can not agree, he did not know he can nciht, therefore, must look but the Einzelbetreuug it and him help such things, I hope the next few days makes it all were one and Maxi is correct then it would have to assess betreut.Sie können.Sonst some point the rest of the day was really very stressful for mich.Um 16:30 I have my brother Tobi was driven home and was too exhausted by the mitgekommen.Maxi Schule.Auf the way because Tobi is asleep in the car and woke up when my brother was no longer in the car war.Die first question, where is Uncle Greg? Then we to Karstadt, as it on the way was because Tobi is again invited to the birthday ist.Dort it for his friend a birthday box, because we have chosen something and are quick to Hause.Es was already 18:30 h.Dann arrived home, I also had to go again because a friend got her baby and I wanted to visit another friend los fahren.Dann to the hospital, the baby has to show real süß.Für made at home a couple of photos from your phone and then arrived home los.Zu, have all been impatiently waiting for what I had to tell habe.Die photos turned out well and Tobi was very happy that he's seen the photos hat.Das the brother of your friend, I gesagt.Dann to him my husband had the children Bed made ready and they went schlafen.Sind fallen asleep very quickly, grad Tobi, who slept in the car ...
I am to have over to my friend to end a pleasant evening and Wednesday because they wanted to leave after a long time fliegt.Wir time chat a little.

Sep 24
have to suffer the last days gehabat not much time to write about here on, but now ...
The days in the school went from Maxi schnell.Er feel at ease and I think it is because it learns with gut.Er hopefully, hihi.So as he can every day natürlich.Es is written in the info booklet what it does . Yesterday was also a conversation with the AWO in Geesthacht, bing it to the Care of Maxi.Die FSJlerin shall take care to Maxi so far, was now equal to the first weeks of sick and Maxi came every 2nd day with scrapes home because the 1 to 1 care was not gewähleistet what Max urgently needed! Now, We tried to make clear yesterday, the AWO importance of Profesional care for him is not at all at Maxi ist.Eigentlich it different! It was a KiGa from there, a teacher, commanding FSJlerin, AWO dabei.Unsere Katja and I have in the hallway of FED watch on maxi long as the call was stattfand.Es a difficult birth, how to do that was so beautiful after a sagt.Es Std.vorbei and now we have on the result warten.Aber we hope that it klappt.Drückt fingers crossed! ! Then there was yesterday also parents evening at school, where I was elected 2nd worden.Nun Elternsprächerin I hope KiGa in the 1st and 2nd Elternsprächerin.Ich the school that it is not too much wird.Mal sehen.Beim KiGa it is not so much ...
It was a tough day yesterday, let's see what brings the next day will bring.

October 1
The day began as always an.Machte 6:30 am ready to get out of bed and Maxi have geholt.Dann I put it on and Tobi has gerschlafen.Maxi has his milk drinking and then had to we already going on, because the bus comes at 7:30 so h.Maxi wanted but even in his pajamas to school going on, because he is right after he got up at the door had his real Ranzen.Ich geschmunzelt.Als have we waited for the bus, Maxi has always shown in the change direction of where the bus kommt.Er can not wait forever, until the bus he kommt.Wenn then comes, says he really big! It brings fun to take him by bus.
At the moment he would not eat properly at school lunch, but he is also something erkältet.Das again ...
Then I had to walk to KiGa and Tobi, Tobi wanted to walk slept gehen.Er of course, when I came up, after I adopted Maxi hab.Natürlich on the bus I had him because I wecken.Als of KiGa after went home, I met a friend and decided spontaneously to her coffee trinken.Zu Home was chaos, but that can be removed later, I had gedacht.Als we drank so coffee was still my girlfriend over to us, because we have also sat down with too uns.Es was really nice, relaxing time. Finally .. we have enough dates and Arbeit.Und nor do I have any days momentan.Es children have already applied for some, but the times are not simply those who are most likely brauchen.Es all-day courses that can easily searched werden.Ich only half-day anbieten.Dann sometime at home because I have the laundry washed, beds made just the way ... what is obtained in Haushalt.Die time went so fast vorbei.Um 13:30 came the bus from Max and then we drove together Tobi has picked up with the Auto.Es unfortunately rained all day, as we had at home, we had to go bleiben.Haben gespielt.Dann 16:30 h, because Maxi was allowed KG to 17h.Die gymnastics two together, that was great playing together toll.Sie like my two boys: - )), we had to drive all together because of Ppa had times in the afternoon "free." He was fishing, which is his Hobby.Nachdem we were at 18h at home, I've got supper gemacht.Maxi his porridge and I and Tobi us like fish sticks with pasta gemacht.Lecker! Dannach I went to sleep, the boys moved gehen.Um 19h then the Bett.Tobi hear Finduns and Peterson that I was correct then the guys angemacht.Max broken, he asleep very quickly ein.Tobi could not sleep so well, he has Fear in the last Zeit.Auch a book which I bought it and thought that it helps, that helps but the nicht.Dann Dad came around 20:30 h after Hause.Tja, then Tobi was certainly not more müde.Der Papa eventually brought him to bed, then Tobi is eingeschlafen.Bin asleep very quickly.

October 3
The day was super angefangen.Wir have nice long breakfast alone, then we have angezogen.Einbisschen aufgereumt we are we auch.Dann to my mom, so the grandmother of Kindern.Denn the grandpa, great grandpa of the children was visiting from Poland da.Es really nice, because my brother and uncle were da.Es was lovely lunch and Kuchen.Die children is also super nice gespielt.Es getting late, for it has not been so against long gesehen.Wir 21h at home angekommen.Die children had eaten supper at Grandma's, so we needed to move just yet and go to bed legen.Wir were pretty exhausted, it was was a long Tag.Aber for us it can not Ruhe.Unsere neighbors who are oh-so-peaceful, have a party for almost 4 times in a row, gefeiert.Bis to 22h we have come up like this, but then came the music yes even louder Timer screen on the balcony were piled almost Leute.Wir not a single window could be on, because it was not auszuhalten.Max had very great difficulty einzuschlafen.Deshalb we called the police to have us on Wentorf beschweren.Die recorded the data and have said that they pass a patrol schicken.Tja, it was not easy against leiser.So 23h we then called again and get to hear why, when these are only talking on the balcony of music was nothing to hören.Da I stopped, I just can not sein.Dann had had to be yes since been brief and not even have gone to the house ran because it was very laut.Die music was really dröhnte.Ich sprachlos.Wir taken the matter itself and my runert man went to say that they sollen.Denn please be quiet sleep finally be up small children and one can not einschlafen.Da was very loud and the neighbors started our children back to machen.Sagte ashclecht, I finally have even your children, the noise ertragen.Wow, that so many children hate I've never really erlebt.Bin almost back in front Zusammenbruch.Ich can not stand, if you like to children starts playing as normal and nothing else machen.Die not play ball, go no Bobbycar and a nice day you always understand Draußen.Ich not easy as you kann.Bin be so hostile to children platt.Und the real one by the police even the abandoned will be, I would not be gedacht.Wir In any case, and the landlord melden.Demnn something goes garnicht.Ich am until about 3 am in bed, that was not it have vorher.Die until now were so loud music not only gehört.Und das.Nachdem we have personally complained below, were also table and chairs pushed back and forth extra loud and noisy gesungen.Ich'm just broken and would prefer that these neighbors again ausziehen.Aber below an apartment has become free because we hope that there einziehen.Denn children currently we are in our input, the Kindern.Drückt single with children, there are waiting times 2 parties with our fingers crossed that we will soon be supported by other parents against the children of hostility.

October 9
I'm kinda karank, for my neck I'm weh.Meinen Maxi I have awakened, for he was still asleep at 7h.Der bus arrives at 7:30 h.Er was unfortunately awake at 3 h and is 5h eibnegeschlafen.Dementsprechend against it was also very müde.Dennoch we made it in time to go to the bus, after the dressing and milk has trinken.Tobi still asleep when I'm high kam.Ich then drank a cozy cocoa, woke up Tobi ist.Dann he has also grown and we are also after his cocoa los.Als I arrived at home , I was done, because a day before I was at a club meeting, "I are we." This is a club that was founded by parents of school-Hached ist.Es a long time and I was finally Hr. Schmid I know gelert.Hätte known this, I would have brought a huge bouquet of flowers for him.


Oct 27 Hey, today is the day super nice! Why? Yes, Max has again Schule.Er is freaked out, as I finally found his school bag out the door habe.Er was really glad that it finally could not return to school geht.Er to attract start early enough and has to Bus.Er not even drank his milk, as are sonst.Dann Tobi and I came to KiGa gefahren.Um semi 10h Hr.Schmid what I was looking huge! Finally I could have him Danken.Ich him a beautiful bouquet and have great MerciPackung gegeben.und umarmt.Er it really is an angel !, when I've told our neighbors, because he has offered geschütelt.Er head against us, if that should again make trouble, he turns on them and will write a letter of Verein.Und if it does not work, then It is öffentlich.Ich would, however, that we have from the rest and it is not so far kommt.Denn our nerves we need for other Sachen.Wir drank coffee with Hr.Schmid and as we go on to the conference of Freiteg Zukunftswerstätten to Holstein into the forest castle, he gave us fuel vouchers dafür.Da we also felt very happy about, if there were only more of such people!! geometry would such a term much leichter.Ich am curious what will be discussed at the meeting shall be and how much Arts werden.Wir we want that is very much there in the Viking Museum gehen.Aber else is there in the forest lodge, a swimming pool and a Sauna.Da the children are also let off steam as well, for both love the water very much.

Nov 13
The meeting was very interesting and it was nice to hear that you are not alone ist.Und there were parents there who feel the same way as parents whose children run wir.Es are also very much but do not know where to go and are always very orientierungslos.Es anatrengend with such a Kind.Bei one parent is a sentence such as: a wheelchair child is also a special treat, something they say now gefallen.Aber times when you can not always and without rest behind a non orintierten, Enwicklungsgestörtem child must go! this sentence I have indeed confirmed that such a thought I schonmal hatte.Ich am very happy about it, however, that Max kann.Aber sometimes run out of desperation and can not, this idea is now time.
Then I now times geschriebenWir to the Hamburg children's wishes would be very happy when we are financially supporting that our children sometimes can show Legoland, where they can have fun and write to see many great Lego things can, and go können.Das is our dream, because today we have our children is not something bieten.Denn there are soooo many expenses that one has with a disabled child, that such excursions, make travel can not.
Although I try to get a leg sand aks Nannies, only until now I had Erfolglos.Das differently, where I started the course for childminders besuchen.Denn do anything I want to do, so that we are financially better geht.Aber this Brufen not einfach.Es times are now almost all parents, childminders looking for, a wish that the children are full day . I can do that, because the afternoon with us now turn times therapy with Maxi and 3 times a week and Tobias would make themselves Nachmittags.Nun what we try KungFu at Tobi and hope to so with the financial cem können.Denn hold the first test lesson Tobi was so much fun.

November 19

've Yesterday I discovered that a tooth in the mouth Maxi wächst.Für out today we had an appointment with the Zahnärztin.Sie has said that we now for the oral surgeon is müssen.Der then see if it his third incisors (milk teeth, he has Stck.davon namely 4) or whether it's the right tooth ist.Höchstwarscheinlich we get another Maxi anesthesia when the muss.Was tooth out, he probably should, because it grows out from the palate and cuts into the Zungen.Bin drauf.Mache really not that good so I just worry because it will then have the 5 for his anesthesia Max And that's really hard. Do we want to
hoffen.Nun the best we have today, KG, I'm also a bit distracted.


November 25 Today I have with the people of www.dolfin program.de-space-on the phone.
The whole program is almost as effective we have a dolphin therapy and is considered but for the whole family as a wellness Urlaub.Nur the costs are severe, but less than some dolphin Therapie.Es costs for 5 days in 2600 Euro.Das Währe also been really great for Max which is already worth the chance that you might get that Max can go there.
I hope so still that someone reports and helps us to donate for these treatments for Maxi.
When I see all these shows, where children can donate to dolphin-therapy because I häule each mal.Denn there is nothing more that I want for my Maxi.
There are sooo many children much, much less have as a big and still be unterstütz.Wie is this??
My requests are answered not even know if I've written many times about Maxi berichte.Ich to organizations, people have even stranger for me hingeschrieben.Aber has no Responses.
despair I really am, because we can thus not a therapy leisten.Mein husband is sole earner and I have an extra Grundqalifikation for Nannies gemacht.Aber unfortunately I did not, as I only morning kids to day care take kann.Und here are only full-time day care gesucht.Somit I contribute nothing to sparen.Wir are a 4 person household and have a maxi Verdienst.Mit we have so much more costs than normal with 2 children.
I just do not anymore. Only
not give up hope!

Happy New Year 2009 We wish all of you!

02/01/2009
Now we have survived the Christmas period well and the new year begrüßt.Die last few weeks have been very stressful and so I was not really time to continue here write.
come Now I finally do so.
The Maxi has his teeth Op on 08.01. sich.Das before trust is real intense when the child has to give away again and the doctors is now the muss.Es 5x the Max general anesthesia is not bekommt.Es as violent as his heart ops, where the lives of Maxi muss.Aber still fear they are afraid that something goes wrong könnte.Man always hear soooo much in the news ...
Now I have also geschrottet.Nicht our second car that we have all been so much stress, but now even the car.
The second car is very important for us, because we have fahren.Nun Maxi to the therapies that we have zusehemn as we wanted bekommen.Nun a new, old second car we put something aside, what the money is concerned, since my husband has to get something zusätzlich.Es is not much, but it would be an additional step change direction we need to watch dolphin Therapie.Nun that we have a really great car organisieren.Bin sad !


Jan 29, 2009 My car is back safe! Yay
We now have parts from the scrap dealer concerned and my husband then that itself eingebaut.Das only one where we had to spend even more money, was the Kohtflügel.Der had to be repainted because we did not get it from the scrap in the same color as my Auto.Das everything has now cost much less than it cost at a workshop hätte.Wie good that my husband so Handwärklich it is in the gifted ist.Aber Familie.Alle have Handwärkliche professions!
has now also even in day care getan.Ich with me I am very pleased that it now vorwehrts geth.Betreue afternoon every 2nd Thurs Mo.und two siblings not far away from uns.Da I will go and it is beautiful.
I appreciate sooo positive things!
now have my grandparents golden wedding soon, I'm on it very much!
Maxi is doing well in school, that's worth a lot! They're really great there!
Tobi And it is also in KiGa gut.Das is really nice!

March 10
's see, have now a new action gestartet.Bei StudiVZ I now have a group gemacht.Dort wants to help and the ideas have log like helfen.Da and there were already 2 ideas and I hope it will still mehr.Denn I, that we can finally allow Maxi machen.Denn to such a therapy only with the donations is it with help from us möglich.Also and sign up there with an.Hier the link to the page where you can explore what there all made in the treatment wird.Und course how successful the Jardines del Rey archipelago's address: www.dolfin-space program.de.

April 5
Now I'm sitting here writing again a few Zeilen.Uns it is currently not as gut.Letztes weekend was the Tobi krnk with fever and was not in the few days KiGa.Und now has Maxi're yesterday afternoon Fieber.Wir also are on Friday at the campsite down because it's nice to be sollte.Denn Tobi was already besser.Aber then last Saturday was very tired and was then Maxi Fieber.Nun he sleeps and has at the moment, thank God no Fieber.Der Daniel (Papa) and Tobi are beu the nice weather now back to around the camp and I forbid the Maxi look here ... once Financially, it also goes
sodala with us, for my company's Kurzarbeit.Nun for 4 months we have less money to have available.The frustrierend.Wir real money now but kids beat two projects and see if we get there evtl.etwas . And KiGa reduction we are now trying to bekommen.Haben the documents also posted already and have a rejection bekommen.Darauf way we now look geschrieben.Mal contradiction ...
stones are always placed in the path, you must always financially from the authorities is really ausziehen.Das to Ko ...
always the one that it is very bad, the need for käpfen their right: and those who have not really needed, which in turn get everything right now everything is really clean genehmigt.Es stupid! go
Not even the desire of the Duomo and Tobi I ermöglichen.Da him even more now we have to look onto the money from the short-time work of my husband. Get
alone write again when I have time.

April 15 Easter
have survived now!
Unfortunately, I am always besser.Ich not think it is the lung found at mir.Muss times a day, so I go to the doctor komme.Den other 3 will be better.
Now we still have other problems ... My husband gets this month almost 300 € weniger.Keine know how we do it ... And we do not know how long that goes to the short-time work or so on.
Well, it can all trffen with the short-time work! That to me has now become even more aware.

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